bad day!!

Having a seriously SHIT day today, feeling FAT, feeling BLOATED, staring at myself in the mirror and actually feeling physically SICK at the sight of myself. 

Seriously regretting the fancy dress choice I have made for next week which includes a cropped top, meaning my entire, wobbly GUT will be on show to everyone…. mmm… attractive! :/ 

I have no idea where these feelings have come from, as I am normally so up beat about being healthy, fit etc. But today I just feel FAT.

Sorry to rant, and block up your dashboard with my SHITTY MOOD, but I seriously just need to vent my disgust at myself! 

The awkward moment when you buy a new, strange fruit or veggie and have no idea how to get into it, or go about eating it/ cooking it.

Did this today with figs. Not a fucking clue!